the same conclusion

It's been running into my head for quite a while. I know the consequence, which I am ready to accept that however, I keep lingering on, delaying for the sake of what!! Seems nobody wants to be a bad guy, but in the end it seems I may not be able to escape from this accuse. No matter how I do or try to minimize damage the last chapter will still be the same. So ... just burst it out and end it.