first rain of this year

It's such a pleasure sitting hearing the sound of rain dropping.  lately, I'm completely busy with my thought.  I can't just let it go.  it's still running inside no matter what I am doing or what I am thinking.  It buries itself in my deep consciousness.  It is not really painful, but it's bugging though.  rain rain rain ... please falling down ... purifies me, getting rid of wasteful stuff of me ... inside.  Wouldn't it be nice touching rain, hearing it while being outside of the city.   It's totally different.  I just need a rest, going somewhere far away to clear my head to realize what I stand at and what direction should I head.