what is going on in my life?

Be patient!  I am so sick of the word.  I am so bored with my work life.  Isn;t it because it is not challenging enough or isn't it because it is not what I really want to do.  How long would it take me to reach my short-term goal?  How can I define "short-term?  A year or a few years?  I first should try to get CFA as soon as I can.  Also I should make contacts with people in the industry.  Um...let start this Wednesday.  Be a man from NY again ... just be confident .. be cheerful and be sociable which I know absolutely that I can to turn on the mode but just ...hold on to something.  I dont now what it is ..but it's just so confusing.