what is going on in my life?

Be patient!  I am so sick of the word.  I am so bored with my work life.  Isn;t it because it is not challenging enough or isn't it because it is not what I really want to do.  How long would it take me to reach my short-term goal?  How can I define "short-term?  A year or a few years?  I first should try to get CFA as soon as I can.  Also I should make contacts with people in the industry.  Um...let start this Wednesday.  Be a man from NY again ... just be confident .. be cheerful and be sociable which I know absolutely that I can to turn on the mode but just ...hold on to something.  I dont now what it is ..but it's just so confusing.

I Just Got it from UK ... Ahhhhhh

Come to New York Please.

enough said

     Recently, I have had a lot of time to re-arrange my life, carefully choosing a path I would embark on.  I was so overwhelmed by a lot of choices.  It's just so common that on one hand persons having many options would keep complaining which opion is the best and hesitate to make an decisive decision.  On the other hand, people lacking of those luxuries just try everything or even pray, hoping that some ray of light would filter through and somehow lead them to a fortune.  When the time that those choices I had had gradually disappeared, I felt both relieved and wistful at the same time.  Having too many choices sometimes just hinders my "visibility."  Anyway I passed that critical process and so far I am in another enduring process, which is waiting.  It's been a month and a week since I submitted my application to those elite schools.  According to many webborad that admitted students had posted some info regarding those schools, the result is finally coming out.  And I am pretty sure and hopefully that I would receive some response from those admissions in a few weeks or probably this week. Being back for 2 weeks seems not enough.