And let's count down the journey.

It's so sad that it has to come to an end. No matter what it is, it might be bad or may be really awesome, but once it is over, I wistfully hope it could last a little but longer. Is it a sadness or what? Shouldn't I be happy!! Probably, because I'm so used to the way my life is the last 2 and a half years and now it is changing in a way that even I am not able what's gonna come up. So tired being here, mentally. Although I already made the decision, it's a 2-blade decision. I might be so dissappointed or could be very sprightly. Hate to wait anyhow. A few months later, I should give myself an answer which direction I will be heading. If one could collect a waiting time. one could have had another life. Just like having the Doraemon clock, we wouldn't waste a precious time. Right now I feel like I'm incomplete. There is a hole somewhere on my body or on inner. Just don't know how to fill it up. I hadn't written on this blog for a long time, cuz lately I didn't feel "bad." HERRR!!!!!!!!!! One concern is that all these 2 years, my being in Bkk is ........... I'm such a hermit here. Rarely talk to old friends, rarely ..... miss the old days. I must be really old now, cuz longing for and daydreaming about old are the stuff old people usually do.