momento

Have you ever felt like this??? Recently I have had this feeling quite often. I feel like I am stuck at a point again. Like my life is a stair and I gotta get stuck somewhere and have to work my way up again and again. It never ends. At first reaching a new level, my life seems interesting. Everything is so fresh. New Challenges. Starting Off again!! Then, when I get stuck at somewhere too long or long enough to make me feel that it's time to move on. Moving on is not easy as I blow. I mean I gotta to do something extra, unsual stuff that would impact on my being. At this moment I wondered if I could ever want to be in a lower step as I am right now. As if I would be glad. And I just know that I would be happy though ... for a while and then feel uncomfortable with the situation and I wouldn't be able to stand it anymore and finally I would push myself out of that position.
Now I'm on a step for quite some time. It might not be a right time to go up or would it be better if went the otheway on sidewalks. Working my way, building up something that I don't know that would exist or that would better my position.
How would I know this is it ? This is the right moment to be climbing up there. Who knows if I am ready or not. Some time we aren't prepared to hit a ceiling, but the ceiling just gets down right on our head.