waiting

Winter is coming. Time goes by so fast. I almost fininsh my second semester. Lately, I am counting for the day I fly back to Bangkok. I don't miss Bangkok I guess. I jus want to be back in a life I used to be, to be relaxed, to be hanging out with a lot of friends, to be free, to go anywhere without any concern about the study, to take photographs as usual and do it just like it's part of my life. Something is missing here, something that even I don't know what it is or if I could get it back while I'm wandering around in Bangkok. Two of my friend will visit me in winter, Should I be happy with that? I think I should but I'm not so sure cuz if they come in a time that I want to be alone or am too busy to be with them, I guess I wouldn't be happy.