Haaaaaa

Such a long time haven't I written somethiing on the blog. Lately, I have been busy, so .. that's an excuse. Winter is still going on and it seems even cloder than December now. My friend has told me that my thinking isn't systematic. Why? His answer is "I always think about many things in the same time." I found that it was true. While I'm thinking about something, if there is something interfering, I probably jump to another topics easily. It's a kind of problem I think.

I was wondering why the older we are, the more problem we face? Recently, many friends of mine experienced a "tragedy."
It's like a person who is really confident that no matter what is going on, they'll be fine. Unfortunately, it's not that easy. I really hate what I can't control. You name it ... there are many things we can't control. Feelings, somehow are the ones. What if we lived in a world that nobody had feeling. It would be ridiculous when you were very sad, but your crying voice was mono. Some times when you were angry, you expressed the action, but the mono doesn't stressed the anger you had. hahaha .. just like one of my friend who always speaks monotone. He is just "incredible." Everything in him such a mismatch. hahahaha