Relationship seems so fragile. In a circumstance that no one wants to re-enter the game, unexpectedly bumping into someone somehow is peculiar. What would you do? Woud you just say "hi" and then leave as soon as possible? Or you would absently continue "a conversation." Probably, I am wild and not refined enough to put up with the converssation. No matter how hard we tried, we both knew that it was crap. Except parental bond, the bond attaching our friends is so .... Just one big mistake would tear that bond apart. So it ends up with nothing left. I would have been more discreet had I thougt twice. I should have continued playing "game" and not trying to have wrapped it up. This is absurd. It sounds so equivocal to me. One side I think I was so sick of the old script and desire another challenging script. In turn, I just couldn't put it down and let it go.
Psychology is so interesting. I guess it can explain this kind of behavior. it's sort of confusion, isn't it. Many times, I have been indecisive and the results were shit. It's not just like a game that I can restart it all the time. Even if there are a thousand alternatives, I can definitely figure it out which one is the best. But in reality, who knows? We just can't turn back time, solving , fixing mistakes happened. The way we are aiming could be the best, though the possibility is a little. We just can't get the finest thing all the time ... we just have to choose one, though risky. Somehow, being decisive would not cause any problem after choosing it. Don't have to think did i do wrong or would that one be better? What a thought!!
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