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PS : Please do not read, this journal is somewhat silly .. and you may not be able get something from it. so just skip .. I'm just bored.

Some time, we expect to do a lot of things in any single day, somehow no matter how far we are or whatever, we just find that we still at the exact same place we started. Probably, I didn't recognize how far I was , just let day and night pass day by day, ... what do I need of being alive? I still have no idea ... since high school, I have decided my path of life on my own ... never did my parents force me to do so. it's hard though. It's hard that I have to think what am I gonna do next. After this, what am I gonna be? I feel like I am getting lost in my thought ... if human beings did't have to think, it would be bored ... just like a system everything goes toward the rules. I still recall one thing that one of my close friend said to me "we know each other for departing." It's true. Who knows that in one's life, how many people have we met and how many people have we left behind or are surpassed by a little tiny piece of new memories ... they are pressed and one day we just can't unearth them. Relationship, somehow fake, is something weird, to me. For someone, it lasts forever ... in turn, to someone, it is just one night stand ... we just passed by. Being alone, .... do I really get used to it? ........ since when have I called a person friend? Does anybody has the line? Weird! Friends sometimes just cross the border that normally we can't let someone invade to. Friends... are they really like wine? the older, the better. it's sort of something that depends... I just wanna express my feeling without not yelling .. writing seems to be somewhat an alternative. ........................ why? ... have you ever thought when you were studying some social stuff saying that Human beings are social animals .. such this such that .... ..... I don't know ..... To be climbing or falling, some time we can just make consideratuins despite its effect affecting only us.

final exam

There are 2 more to go ... Since when have I studied so hard like this? I was wondering with myself. Ok .. that's it I'm gonna complain about my exam. Near my school, there is a hamburger shop named "Shake Shack." Normally, I am not fond of hamburgers, but hold on ... this shop is different. Hamburgers here are dammmm good. I couldn't believe. I love the one "Mushroom Burger." The portion is so small, but the price isn't that cheap. It costs $4.5 with that fucking little tiny piece of bread and a little sauce and mushroom. Last time, when I wandered around school, don't know where to have lunch, suddenly I saw a long line as if they were waiting to play some stuff in Disneyland. I was wondering if it was the so-called ShakeShack. So I went to madison square park, it's in the park, and I decided to get a hamburger. I didn't know if it was a wise decision, cuz I had been waiting half an hour for that damm hamburger. For Chrsit's sake!! When I tasted it, the bread was so delicate , not like junk stuff from Mcdonald, but ... so small. That's the best burger.

...How

Now I was wondering which way I learn better, when I am talking, between trying to quote everyword word by word and just letting it go, meaning that just get the meaning. Cuz i was confused last time when I was talking to my friends. I totally understood what they were saying, but I couldn't repeat their sentence. That was weird ... but I think it's more improve .. cuz it's natural. just be cool. Out of the blue and tippsy ....

Culture Diferrence

Culture here is pole apart to Thai's. One thing that is really obvious and I just realize it today is the dress. Here, people are so confident wearing their suit. In class, there was a presentation today and every representative showed up with their business attire. I was so surprised, cuz it was only casual presentation. You were not supposed to dress up!!! That was good that I didn't have to present, If I had had to present, I would have worn a t-shrit and a jean.