Today I felt so lonely like I was in a world that no one knew me. It was like I didn't exist. I was a nobody. However, that moment was thoroughly eradicated by another thought that "Don't forget GMAT." After my mind was settled, I started reading GMAT. Once again, I was always sleepy when I was starting doing something useful. Anyway, I keep reading it until I unintentionally glanced at a girl. She must have been a korean because I eavesdropped her conversation with her friends. 10 minutes later, there was a guy coming to sit next to her. With that touch, he must have been her boyfriend or at least a guy who can easily coax her to do "it." Whatever. So I stopped paying attention to that couple and re-started reading again. I absently saw my book while my head was thinking about "What are my friends doing?" We haven't talked for a few months. Sometimes, I miss night life in Bangkok, a football match, a party and so on. If I could I would fly back to Thailand for a few weeks to savor that feeling again. Homesick is conquering me. However, is that call homesick? I rarely miss my home. Should I have used another word instead of homesick?
Anyway, I had better go on my reading.
1 comment:
hahaha!! That's some of my speech that came across my feeling. You'r correct, it's difficult doing that such of thing in our real life, but we can choose to do the better thing a.
Anyway,to answer ur question. I'm doing ok...k...but a bit of suffering from lots of assignment...that i have to do during mid sem break!!! hahahah
I've read ur...wat to call...ur block,..HOMESICK!...ieiei i think u can call that. Anyway,..just wanna tell a positive way of being alone...u'll know more about urself...i think.
Life's short enjoy it!!
, Noey ja
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