Strike! What?!!!

Today, I couldn't believe what have happened. I realize that I can't go anywhere today when I just woke up for a few minutes that the union's MTA striked. It was really bad, no buses and no trains. One way that we can transport is a cab, except by walking. So, I decided to go walking around my neigborhood to find a nice restaurant for my lunch. Unfortunately, most of restaurants near my house were closed. Finally, I headed to my home and cooked by myself. :'(

Ps. The weather here is very weird. Last week, it was freezing and now it's warmer, but in the midday of the week was raining.
Miss all my Debsirin friends in every part of the world. Hope to hang out with you guys again.

The coming winter

Yesterday I managed immunization stuff and already sent a proof to the medical record office. Now I can register for the spring semester, although I have to enroll in ABE first. Now I have equivocal feeling. Recently, I was glad that I could get into Baruch College, however I still need a university which has a campus. I mean the horizontal campus, not the vertical campus like this. That's weird. But when I thought back to where I was in the last year, I should have been so happy now and satisfied that the university accepted me. At that time, I was so desperate. Well, not much but kind of. It seemed to be impossible for me to get accepted to this university because of my GPA and my TOEFL score. Moreover, I hadn't gotten GMAT score at the time. Look at my situation in the present, I don't have to be stressed and just play around waiting until the school opens. I am excited for waiting for the coming semester. In ABE course, I have to study every weekday from 9.00 am to 4.00 pm. I must be so tired at the time if I still work at night. On December 1st, there is a reception event for nwe graduate students. I participated in the event. I was the youngest person in the room. I think all of them must be at least 25 years old. There was a man talking to me. He said he got a master degree in 1980. << At the time, i hadn't been born. Goddd. What I feel is so exciting about new experiences that I must face in next year. And I feel that I can learn and improve myself a lot in this university.

I have read my blog many times and I noticed that most of the topics are related to my education. hahahaha. What an annoying!
Maybe I shoud change to other stories. :)

Last week, I went ice skating. That was my second time in my life. I went to the Braynt Park with P'lukpud, Sung Min, P'nong and Jenny. Everybody couldn't play ice skating, except p' lukpud. For me, I couldn't say I can play. I just could stand on ice or just slowly move myself. That was very funny. Playing ice skating outdoor is so fascinating. My friend suggested me to go ice skating in Central Park. :) Next time, after my legs are fully recovered.

Wa hahaha

After I had been waiting for 6 weeks, the congratulation mail from Zicklin Business School came to my door. I am very happy. Anyhow, there are a lot of stuff I have to do. Vaccination, notary ... So lazy. :P

The camp

Lately, I have seen some of the Foto members in the webboard. It reminded me when I was in Thammasat. Every trip I went to with Foto was such fabulous memories. At the time, I had to go to the photo camp because I was one of the staff. Therefore, I just went there with responsibilties. Some time I was very bored of the duties of the Foto staff. One time, O, P'ton and I missed a photo camp because we chose to go to Vietnam instead of Phu Kra Deung. We had much of fun and interesting experience when we were traveling in Vietnam. Anyhow, there was some feeling we were lack of. In Foto camp, a camping place may not be interesting for us because we have been there before, maybe more than 2 times, but there are many friends,, memories, warmth, etc that are rarely found in a trip. While I was seeing friends in pictures on webboard I was envy of the atmosphere there. All of they did was taking photographs, talking, playing, laughing and stuff like that. If I had gone to the camp, I would have had one more great memory.

Sometimes we don't take much care of the precious possesion. Once it's gone, we would have perceive its value.

Rainy rain :P

I couldn't believe this. It has been raining for 3 days. Godd!! An umbrella is one of the most important things in my everday life. Last week, I finished "Iron Pussy." The story is very crazy. The director is the one who produces "Sud Sa Nae Ha." While I was seeing that movie, I though about 7-11 in Thailand. It's really convenient. We can find it on each street. Iron Pussy is the story about a detector who spies out one family. Hahaha Co-director played as a protagonist that can camouflages herself to be a man who works as a casier in 7-11. Again, the story conceals the drawbacks of the backgroud and location of the movie.
However, people who love to see a nice location or background should skip this movie.

Now, I'm think about going seeing "Proof" in which Antony Hopkin and Gwynet Paltrow play. I also wanna see "Great Expectations" again.

Hope I can find it.

Thoroughly settled

Now I'm doing very well. I am being with my life in New York City. Everything is so interesting. Why do I just realize that? Maybe I paid much attention to the test so that I couldn't keep an eye off it.

Every Friday I usually go to METS. It is an excllent place. I could spend my whole day walking there. Last week, I saw one of paintings of Renuer there. It is really fascinating. I had stood up there for almost an hour until my friend came to see me. The name of the painting is "The Ice." On the canvas, Reneur used white color to make an ambigous scenery. There are trees and a lake concealed by fog that Reneur created it. All white, grey and light blue.

I tried to buy a postcard of that painting. Unfortuntely, it was sold out. T-T

How often should we call back home?

since I came here, I have talked with my mum for 3 times. One of those was failed because of the bad signal. I was thinking about "Why don't they call me?" The one who keep calling is me, but why? It is probably that they are busy or they feel nothing of lacking of my being. ? ? ? ? ?

Feel free

Does anyone feel like this? When you already reached a destination that you had planned to do, you will feel so ... blank. I mean now I took both test and all I can do is waiting for the result. And I don't know what I should do in every single day. I might be bored with New York or I may be too nervous to do anything, except keeping waiting for the response from the university. I should go museums or at least just walk on the street.

Yesterday, I just got all of OST of 2046. It's really cool. Unbelieveable. Wong Ka Wai always choose perfect songs to fit with his films. "Adagio" I like this one very much. My friend, who is strucking in Illinois hahaha, suggested this song to me.
Its sound is so vague, but neat. When i was listening to this song I thought about someone who is taking the risk of love despite perceiveng that more than 80% of that chance would not succeed. I should have learned playing violin when I was in high school. - -"

The rising of the sun

Every moring, sunlight always filter through the window and wake me up. Now I am think about lowering the curtain to shade it. I have done it once and that day I slept until 2pm. Anyway, with a second thought, I shoudn't change anything if I still want to do somthing in the moring.

Her! Tomorrow is the day that I have the GMAT test. I am being nervous. My feeling is not like when I was taking the TOEFL test. This is my first time for GMAT. Why studying in USA is so complicated? Why do they have to require both GMAT and TOEFL? .. Well, sometimes I wonder why I am here instead of England. Today, I have read some lessons. They might be useless if I keep reading without taking a rest.

Some might usually say "Wish me luck." :) <<< I never believe in luck hahaha, I believe in myself.
Well,... I might believe in luck. But before hoping luck to help us, we should do the best to reach our destination. Then, it depends on luck.

Grunchhh

Again, last night I hardly slept. Somebody called me at 2.00a.m. And then that guy complained about a situation in her house. Whatever, I was so sleepy that I just kept saying "It's gonna be okay." 30 minutes later, I was completely awake. It was really hard to make myself ready for sleeping again. ZZzzz

Before I went to a library, I had received a mail from ETS. It was my TOEFL score,also my last chance. I don't want to fly back to Bangkok to have the old generation test because they're gonna change it to iBT, much more difficult, on 25th September 05. I hoped my writing score getting better while I was opening that letter. Well, It's better. The total score is 253. I'm glad that finally I passed it. One more to go, GMAT. I was so surprised when I had read my recent passage. There was "GMAT" in every passage that I had written. I might be concerned about
GMAT badly.

Anyhow, 2 more days left, Wednesday is the appointment date.

lament

Today I felt so lonely like I was in a world that no one knew me. It was like I didn't exist. I was a nobody. However, that moment was thoroughly eradicated by another thought that "Don't forget GMAT." After my mind was settled, I started reading GMAT. Once again, I was always sleepy when I was starting doing something useful. Anyway, I keep reading it until I unintentionally glanced at a girl. She must have been a korean because I eavesdropped her conversation with her friends. 10 minutes later, there was a guy coming to sit next to her. With that touch, he must have been her boyfriend or at least a guy who can easily coax her to do "it." Whatever. So I stopped paying attention to that couple and re-started reading again. I absently saw my book while my head was thinking about "What are my friends doing?" We haven't talked for a few months. Sometimes, I miss night life in Bangkok, a football match, a party and so on. If I could I would fly back to Thailand for a few weeks to savor that feeling again. Homesick is conquering me. However, is that call homesick? I rarely miss my home. Should I have used another word instead of homesick?

Anyway, I had better go on my reading.

What a morning!

Last night, I did kill a mouse trapped in my room. I feel so terrible. And today morning when I was eating my breakfast, my sister screammmmmmmed loudly. You guys might have guessed "We got another MOUSE." What 's wrong with this place? However, it's near my school. I was finding some reasons to offset my "exciting" home.

Anyhow, I finished reading critical reasoning. Luckily, my class has a fall break, so I can read Gmat all day and all night.

First draft

Recently, I have realized that I had better read Gmat instead of spending time hanging out everyday. Today, I went to the information sessions of Baruch College. There were many international students there, but I couldn't find any Thai student there. At the sessions, I chose attending marketing sessions;however, now I still hesitate to choose between marketing and finance. Should I select studying in a financial field because it is related to my work experience or switching to another field like marketing in an advertising field? So confused. Does anyone experience this before taking MBA?